I just heard that two of my cousins are pregnant again. Now I'm dreading attending the Christmas gatherings because for sure my relatives will once again ask me, when will I get pregnant.
It gets harder and harder each time. I can't help but envy my cousins and wish that I am also pregnant.
More than anything or more than what they will say I am really longing to be a mother soon...
Aargh, I really hate this feeling . I should just be happy for them but its really hard knowing that here I am doing everything I can just to have a baby....
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- Rhoda
- Quezon City, Philippines
- Stay at home Mom with two kids from Manila, Philippines. My eldest daughter has cerebral palsy and our second child is a boy (we are in the process of adopting him). This my quest as a Mama. The challenges, the joys and unforgettable moments as a Mom. This is my story, my family , our life. I don't re-check or re-read what I write, so you'll just have to bear it if have spelling or grammatical errors ;) Enjoy....
4 comments:
I don't blame you. It's a normal reaction. Just hang in there. It will come in God's time right? I know it's hard but you have to think positive to keep sane.
Thanks kikayc, I just had to vent it out lang talaga. Haaay :(
Hi! I just came across your blog while googling for reviews about Massimo and T House. Anyway, I feel for you and I can say that I'm one person who understands you -- completely. I got pregnant a month after I got married but miscarried. That was 3 years ago and we've been trying unsuccessfully since then. We're on work up right now and we're under a good, young pinoy specialist who trained in singapore. I know how you feel and I've become less sociable too because of the people around me who keep asking when will I get pregnant. I've even had times when I broke down after tactless remarks. And I remember moments when I refused to go to parties because of fear of seeing pregnant friends. It's hard but what's good is that I've never lost faith that God will bless us with a child soon -- in His time. I know He will bless us both with beautiful babies that will make us (and our husbands) say -- it's all worth the wait. I may not know you personally but I'll keep you in my prayers. Your baby wishes are with mine. : )
Don't feel alone because there's a lot of us too. : )
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